I don’t Know How to Start but can someone please pray for me I’ve been Stuck on substance abuse addiction & I really wanna be able to have a better life not just for me but my son to n my ex girlfriend we broke up & I miss my Song I feel like sometimes just pulling the cord but then my son plays in my mind & I stop myself but I hate being away from him can someone please pray that my ex girlfriend can Snap out of it & realize I’m Inlove with her that I really want her N our family my substance abuse doesn’t Control me or anything if I owe someone money I pay them or if my son needs or wants something I’ll always put him First them my Substance abuse but it’s always been My Last thing I worry about even when my ex was On the edge I supported her I Made sure she knew she wasn’t alone and that her pain or whatever she had going on Was also my pain my Problems She lost it all one time and we were broken up and I Always made sure her my son and step kids ate or I made sure she had gas if her can Needed an oil change or spark plugs, tiers,air filter etc I always took care of it then my addiction I just want our family back my addiction ain’t the Reason y we broke up I was stupid on fb liking other girl’s pictures but it really wasn’t anything from what she’s done but I never brought it up and now she’s saying she’s scared but She is in another relationship we been broken up for about 1 year 6 months And It’s weird because before I found out she was dating someone she told me she saw the love I had for her because I took her in after her friends and family kicked her out when she had knee surgery I took her in and I Didn’t have to but I love that girl so much that when she wanted something from the store or she had to go pee or whatever I’d be going to the store at 2am 3am 4am or if she needed help getting up to pee she would wake me up And I never gave up I put up with it all because I love her I’d do anything for her I want her back