Please pray for the Lord to help give me the strength to be able to go through this separation/break up in my relationship with Matthew. I had to walk away from the relationship because he was a very bitter person and lashed out at me for everything. He’s a good man, with a good heart and good intentions but he’s also in recovery 6 years. He hasn’t forgiven himself for what he did in the past and lives with that everyday. I pray he accepts Jesus as his Lord and savior so he can experience the peace, love and joy only our King of Kings can give. My heart is completely torn and I am struggling mentally and physically. Please pray for us. For Matt to change and for us to be able to work this out if it is the Lord's will. I fasted and prayed before I met this man 3.5 years ago. So I’m very confused with what’s going on and why the Lord allowed this. Please pray for me, for him, for us. It’s hard for me to even breathe right now.