Heavenly father, I begged and begged you for help. My marriage continues to disintegrate. If my wife isn't belittling me, she is belittling herself. It has wore me out. I am not who I used to be. I feel drained. I pray to you and pray to you but it just gets worse. My faith is barely there. I asked you for help. I pray to you and nothing changes. I really need you to show me the way. Changes us both where we both need to change. Please help.