I pray that I will speak the right words to God. I have lack of faith and It hurts that I failed myself, I was struggling with my anxiety and knowing God, I know he will deliver me but I failed him and I can't changed the past. It's hard to get back and trust again but I know that God is faithful and still good to me but I feel far from God. Please pray for me that I will fight this, that I can be able to use God's words and apply it to my life right now. In Jesus Name, Amen.