Financial provision desperately to pay bills and healing of mind where I blacked out a lot and lost memories, and cannot think linearly from abuse suffered. I want to connect with people but am unable to do it. Pray that I will not be isolated and self destructive from the trauma from a "friend" who is harsh and throws her anger and tantrum at me. Pray that I will no longer entertain her and even talk to her, and heal from bitterness.